Monthly Archives: July 2006

Tired

I am tired. Oh so tired. Out of breath. Unmotivated. Drained of life itself. I am tired of the pain. I am tired of the reminders of my condition that sharpen the pain. I am tired of this game of … Continue reading

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Microscope

I am tired of being under other people’s microscope. I would not mind if their instruments were accurate, but they have faulty equipment. They see me thru their distorted lenses. Their analogy of me is based on their prejudices and … Continue reading

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No Wonder

It is no wonder I am this way. Living this life has jaded me. Many of my virtues have faded through out the years. If I seem beaten and defeated, should anything else truly be expected? If I succumb to … Continue reading

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Bring Me to Life

How can you see into my eyes like open doorsLeading you down into my coreWhere I’ve become so numb Without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere coldUntil you find it there and lead it back home Wake me up inside(I can’t … Continue reading

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Tourniquet

Tourniquet I tried to kill the painBut only brought more (so much more)I lay dyingAnd I’m pouring crimson regret and betrayalI’m dying praying bleeding and screamingAm I too lost to be savedAm I too lost? Do you remember meLost for … Continue reading

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The Path Before Me

I faintly look to the path laid before me. As I peer back to where I have come from, I scarcely have the will to move on. I do not want to die in this desolate valley, so I breathe … Continue reading

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It is Enough!

But he himself went a day’s journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a broom tree. And he prayed that he might die, and said, "It is enough! Now, Lord, take my life, for I am no … Continue reading

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