What A Waste!

What a waste of a life. Opportunity wasted. Talent wasted. Energy wasted. What a freaking waste! Why continue to waste other people’s time. I want to be done with it all. I am so dead inside and I wish I were dead on the outside too. Untouched. Untouchable. Outcast. This hurts so much. I really don’t know how I even endure this without a total breakdown. The grace of God has obviously cushioned some of the impact. Dreams have turned to day and nightmares. Hopes have given way to despair. It is very dark and cold here. I don’t know what to do.

About Dionys

I am perpetually seeking the aesthetics found in the realm of diverse creative arts. I am often dedicated to producing creative projects also. I balance my intellectual pursuits with various action sports. I consider physical fitness important along with adequate nutrition. I am an avid traveler and an explorer of wild places. I am Biblically Literate therefore a Believer in Jesus.
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