Deep Onset…

Tear it from my mind, this deep onset frustration, this stupid subtle taunting. No one knows why I react the way I do to… It is deep onset frustration with… I feel angry. I feel helpless. Why do I zone out? It is because I am left out, so I exit on my own accord before I am fully pushed out by another. I rather get out than stay nowhere. There is no winning this futile game. I could never be good enough. I could never be bad enough. How many times must I go thru this? I’m tired of this!

About Dionys

I am perpetually seeking the aesthetics found in the realm of diverse creative arts. I am often dedicated to producing creative projects also. I balance my intellectual pursuits with various action sports. I consider physical fitness important along with adequate nutrition. I am an avid traveler and an explorer of wild places. I am Biblically Literate therefore a Believer in Jesus.
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One Response to Deep Onset…

  1. Wendy says:

    I learned something from Superchicks:
    Who are you to tell me that I\’m not what I should be, who are you??? who are you???
    Who are those people that have the power to pull you down???
    Who are those people that hurt you that much????
    Don\’t even try it is not worthy.
    Chocolate 🙂

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