I Want To ____!

The impossibility of this predicament confounds my soul. It is now evident there is nothing of significance left for me in this life, therefore I want to die. My conviction of Gods’ principle concerning suicide restrains me from an abrupt action. I then pray that I might die. It severely strains my mind to think of my family in light of this. This dilemma weighs heavy upon my being. I can’t scream the pain away. I cant pray the pain away. My resolve is melted beyond recognition. I am not fit to live anymore. I have overstayed my visit. I want to die. I do not want to be here anymore. My problem doesn’t seem so temporal; therefore I am opting for a solution not so temporal. Before this final act, I ponder what is left behind. It’s all blurry now. The light is beginning to fade to black. My heart beats in nervous anticipation.

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About Dionys

I am perpetually seeking the aesthetics found in the realm of diverse creative arts. I am often dedicated to producing creative projects also. I balance my intellectual pursuits with various action sports. I consider physical fitness important along with adequate nutrition. I am an avid traveler and an explorer of wild places. I am Biblically Literate therefore a Believer in Jesus.
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