Seperate Ways

It started innocently enough. As time lapsed, our feelings for each other grew. They did not necessarily grow at the same rate or in the same direction. The feelings were never mutual inside the same time frame, and they were not quite defined either. It was a mix of emotional baggage containing anything from longing to antipathy.  Time apart followed by time together would lend to this amalgamation of dispositions. The eventual unofficial treaty to remain polarized intellectually while allowing casually dispersed contact was done sub-consciously by requisite. This of course did nothing to resolve the matters that pulled us asunder. Indifference was inevitable in this equation. As conflicts diminished, simultaneously so did significance. She abandoned our failed concept wholesale for an endeavor that ended up weighing her down abjectly. This was the most poignant episode to have learned of to date. She strayed in her disarray with out remedy. She survives now apart from the stranger, and certainly without me. I also remain alone with no illusion of a settlement with that witch never really was. I carry on in substandard emotional conditions waiting for nothing in particular. She endures the plight inherited with the outlook only she can comprehend~~~  

 

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About Dionys

I am perpetually seeking the aesthetics found in the realm of diverse creative arts. I am often dedicated to producing creative projects also. I balance my intellectual pursuits with various action sports. I consider physical fitness important along with adequate nutrition. I am an avid traveler and an explorer of wild places. I am Biblically Literate therefore a Believer in Jesus.
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